Well its kind of obvious who I can dedicate this post to lol and that person is Nancy Ortiz (: Why? Well she really does make me feel like the luckiest man in the world (: I mean she always tries to make me like as happy as possible and she succeeds (: She has done so many things for me like getting me hot boba on a cold day as a surprise (: , wasting 60 bucks on me so I can enjoy and play CALL OF DUTY: BLACK OPS 2 :D , always like bringing or buying me food to eat (x , always making time for me (: , always being there for me, always liking me no matter like how I get….. She is like the most awesomest person in the world! (: and yes I know “awesomest” isn’t a real word but that’s how awesome she is (: She has done way more and well I just love her (: Why wouldn’t I? The reason I don’t post things about her on facebook or twitter or tumblr is because of her parents and other problems… but I have learned that our relationship doesn’t have to be on any social media platform to know that I love her (: but now since I could on tumblr I am not afraid of posting anything about her (: I’ll just say it now (: I love her!!!! <3 I always have and I am extremely lucky to have her (: I mean like she really makes me feel like the luckiest man on earth and well… I wouldn’t ever want to trade or change that for anything in the world (: I couldn’t have wished for anyone else (: Sometimes I wish I can change… so I could become just… umm… how do you say… umm… perfect for her… My only purpose is to try to make her happy and as long  as that floats in my head that’s all that it will ever be (: but overall I’d just like to showoff my “awesomest” girlfriend in the world (: I know dedicating her my 1000th post ain’t enough but I really try to make her feel special as much as possible… well i just wanted to say that I love Nancy Ortiz <3 and well now you know (:

For you Nancy (:

Today, i saw a shooting star… I just realized how i dont really care about myself but the happiness of others… im willing to give up what i really want just to see other people happy and well, thats really all that matters (: id like to give thanks to all the people that been part of my life and put up with me on a daily basis lol but most importantly id like to give thanks to the people that care for me (: and just make my days (: well goodnight

i want you guys to watch a video….

I didnt realize this just now but it just a sad situation…

These are the moments i wish i can do something.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOHXGNx-E7E

Here are other kids your age (most likely) reacting to it….

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VF6cmddWOgU&list=FLbgtigUWIV2t71RVPOkoHhA&index=1&feature=plpp_video

Take It Slow (by WongFuProductions)

Cause baby you stay on my blog each and everynight

And I stay on my aim each and every night

You stay at the shows each and everytime

Then when I slow it down she’ll be my number 1dime

What does it take to make it real The world still spinds and I’m still feeling Your hand right next to mine I play it back thousand times I wish I took a photograph For every moment that we laughed I’m hung up and cant relax Because shes so far way What does it take to get you

I miss you is the song i don’t usually listen to because it literally is one of those songs that i dont ever want to get forget…. i only listen to it on rare or special occasions. i remember listening to this song the day it came out on 2004? i think and i just liked it ever since then. When i was little, i didnt get really what the song meant but i remember liking it because jack and sally were referenced (x as i grew up, i started getting what it really meant and the thoughts it produced… i guess you can say this one song can describe me but then again…..hmm…. Travis (one of the writers) setup the lyrics for his girlfriend who later October got married with a Nightmare Before Christmas theme…. this song just means alot to me.

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the ANGEL from my NIGHTMARE
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like JACK and SALLY if we want
Where you can always FIND ME
We’ll have HALLOWEEN on CHRISTMAS
And in the night we’ll wish this NEVER ENDS
We’ll wish this NEVER ENDS

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I’m so SORRY
I cannot SLEEP I cannot DREAM tonight
I NEED SOMEBODY ALWAYS
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting EVERY TIME
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the SPIDERS
Catching things and eating their insides
LIKE INDECISION TO CALL YOU
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
STOP THIS PAIN TONIGHT…..

Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]